Kurt Lockwood - Kurt's Journal

SUZE RANDALL AND MICHELLE B. & KURT LOCKWOOD!!
"If you got female problems / I feel bad for you, son / I got ninety-nine problems / but a bitch ain't one."

- Jay-Z, "99 Problems," The Black Album

"I just want you to know / We can still... / ...be friends."

- Kim Gordon, Sonic Youth, KOOL THING, Goo

Hey, everybody!

Once again...welcome back. Today I shot another scene for legendary PENTHOUSE MAGAZINE photog and PLAYBOY PLAYMATE SUZE RANDALL. SUZE has shot me about four or five times now and I she is one of the most friendliest and creative photographers in the biz. Plus it's so hot to me that she's this more mature lady who's watching me fuck this hot chick (Brit Girl MICHELLE B.) and she's totally into the whole scene and talks dirty the whole time it's really fucking hot, haha! MICHELLE B. and I shot a jail cell scene where she was the cop and I was the jailbird. Sigh. Because of my tattoos there's generally about three scenarios that keep popping up. Photographers love to make me A) the hedonistic rockstar in the posh hotel room with the hot groupies (I actually quite like this one as it's, unfortunately, probably the closest I'm every gonna get to being the real thing, haha!) B) A jail cell. C) A dingy bathroom. Now I don't mind jail cell sets because at least they aren't REAL jail cells. They are usually mock ups that are clean. The same goes for when they put me in a dingy bathroom. As long as it's a mock up of a dingy bathroom and it's clean.... BUT I've shot where they've put me in ACTUAL FUCKING DINGY BATHROOMS!! No shit. I recently shot for a major porn company and even they had me get a blowjob in a dingy bathroom. Could be worse I suppose, I could have YOUR job (haha, just kidding :) So I got to work with MICHELLE B. who really should be a VIVID girl because she would fit right in, blonde, big tits, the whole nine yards, and just as sweet as could be. I did carry a small torch for her (Jeez, does anybody even say that anymore, haha!) but she's going back to England tomorrow until May so...ah well...as Kurt Cobain once sang, "Won't you believe it? It's just my luck..." By the way, some of you have written me concerned that I am getting involved with new girls too quickly since my break up with Ava. Well, I appreciate your concern but I am a big boy and I AM ONLY DATING!! I have decided on a one year moratorium on the whole official "boyfriend/girlfriend" thing. I need to be single for awhile. Not because I want to be some big PLAYA, but rather just to stay focused on some goals I want to accomplish in my career first (like paying off my fucking student loan!) Tomorrow I shoot a boy/girl/girl for JILL KELLY PRODUCTIONS with ball-of-fire-JILL-KELLY-GIRLS TYLER FAITH and CYNDI CRAWFORD.
As I close, I thought you might be interested. According to my IPOD (40gb, beeyatch!) these are the songs I most listen to (of course many of these are because they are on my "work out" playlist.)

10. Jesus Built My Hot Rod, Ministry
9. N.W.O., Ministry
8. Jump Around, House of Pain
7. Bulls on Parade, Rage Against the Machine
6. Waiting Room, Fugazi
5. Dragula, Rob Zombie
4. Live Wire, Motley Crue
3. Kool Thing, Sonic Youth
2. Break Stuff, Limp Bizkit
1. Sleep Now in the Fire, Rage Against the Machine

peace and love

KURT LOCKWOOD
p.s. Register to vote. Vote John Kerry. Enjoy freedom.
Kurt on February 16, 2025

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