Kurt Lockwood - Kurt's Journal

JiLL KELLY CONTRACT STAR ASHTON MOORE!! NIKITA CASH!! NEWCUMMER KAI WU!! & KURT LOCKWOOD!! (clik for pixxx!!)

"Now listen to me, Louis," said the vampire Le Stat, "Be still, I am going to drain you now to the very threshold of death, and I want you to be quiet, so quiet that you can almost hear the flow of blood though your veins, so quiet that you can hear the flow of that same blood through mine. It is your consciousness, your will, which must keep you alive."

- Anne Rice, Interview With the Vampire

"Poor soul, the center of my sinful earth, Thrall to these rebel pow'rs that thee array."

- Sonnet 146, William Shakespeare

Hey everybody!

Welcome back. My shoot for today with KRAVEN MOOREHEAD of PETER NORTH PRODCTIONS got post-poned because they wanted to use a Ferrari and a Lambourghini in the shoot and couldn't get them so... a free weekend. Ahh... Just finished up my four scenes in three days for JILL KELLY PRODUCTIONS and getting ready to do four scenes in four days before leaving for a week for sunny MIAMI!! Woo hoo!
First up, I thought I'd include a pic of my assistant Jennifer (don't worry, she said it was OK, haha). Here's Jen with one of my pitbulls, CHLOE (who's enjoying the So Cal sunshine, haha). Ye eagle-eyed KURTLOCKWOOD.COM regular readers will notice in the picture of Jennifer, the green indoor/outdoor grass-like carpeting and the bamboo thatch on the wall behind her of my awesome new Tiki Lounge Boom Boom Room (still-in-the-making). Jennifer is awesome and having a personal assistant is such a fucking luxury. I'm so spoiled. No laundry, no cleaning, she takes care of the pets, makes my bed, runs my errands, house-sits (thank God!!), and is the best little fix-it girl in the world. I love her to death and I'd be a sloppy wreck without her. She wants to be a mainstream director and is applying to all the film schools out here. Ah, to be nineteen again and have all your options open to you, the whole world is still open to you. (All of her friends think her side-job is very interesting. They all want her to tell her all of the dirt and salacious gossip that comes with being a male pornstar's personal assistant. When she tells them that that I'm actually a pretty boring stay-at-home and watch DVD's with my dogs kinda guy, they think she's lying, haha. I haven't had Jennifer come onto a set yet, but she knows that it is a very real possibility, especially on the mainstream stuff, or bigger feature shoots I do, even if it's just to move my car or grab some coffee (Chai Latte Soy from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf is my fave!!) I joked with her that she is so pretty that when she does go on the set to be prepared to be asked two questions ad nauseaum, the first, "Are you in the business?" and the second (even if the answer to the first is , "No.") The second question: "Do you do anal?" Haha, no shit. I've heard that question of girls so many times in this business it should be tattoo'd on some motherfuckers' foreheads. For those of you who are wondering, no, Jen, tho I find her very pretty, are not involved nor have we been nor do we intend to. It would be too weird and I don't want to mess up a good thing. I need somebody I can trust who I don't feel bad about asking to do stuff and I can't do that and be emotionally or physically involved. In short, "I don't dip my pen in company ink," haha! Anyway, Jennifer turns 20 on March 20 so HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!! YOU ROCK!!
But lest I forget... yesterday, I shot not one but two scenes for JKP. The two scenes were for two different up-coming JKP releases but they were with the same girl, newcummer KAI WU, a half Asian - half European devotchka. In the first pic (after JEN and CHLOE, of course) you will see in the make-up room from l. to r. KAI WU, NIKITA CASH, your loyal and humble narrator, KURT LOCKWOOD, and JILL KELLY CONTRACT STAR ASHTON MOORE. The rest of the pix are from one of me and KAI's sex scenes. In between our two scenes (hey, a fellas gotta re-charge at least a little bit, know what I mean, haha!) , NIKITA and ASHTON pulled out a wicked girl girl scene. While they were waiting to do their scene, the girls watched me and KAI go at it. Afterwards, ASHTON who is happilly married and only does girl/girl scenes paid me the highest compliment when she said, "Y'know, I don't do boy/girl scenes but I'd do a tease scene with you where it was another girl and you were only with her but I would be there with her, too. That would really get me going." Me too, thought I, haha. Chris, JKP's Production Manager, who was listening nearby promised to make that a reality next month when they shoot again. Hot damn. As ever, enjoy the pix. I believe it was in the immortal words of the late, great bald Tele Savales, yes television's own Kojak himself, who so famously was known to say, "Who loves ya, baby?"

peace and LOVE

KURT LOCKWOOD

p.s. Laker games can be like fucking kryptonite to me. I can be all set to go do my thing, gym, errands, whatever... I read the morning paper and boom find out that there is a Laker game later that day. Sumbitch. Now I've got it on cable -record so I can watch it later but I'm so fucking bad about it that I must watch it live!! Which of course totally fucks my day. The best bet is always when I come from a home from a set un-knowing that there is a pre-recorded commercial free game waiting for me to wind down to (especially when they win, haha!) All four future hall-of-famers are back on the floor finally after an injury-laden season, but there's only seventeen regular season games before the playoffs to get their rhythm, their feel, hell, their shit together. I really should learn my lesson and just watch from the playoffs on, because that's the only time that the Lakers give a consistant full-game effort, but what keeps me coming back are every now and then... maybe two or three times a game... every now and then... Kobe will make a circus shot... Shaq will slam a monster dunk... or Gary Payton will score so fast and effortlessly that you are bewildered... these magic moments are such amazing feats of skill, luck, power and grace that you just have to admire these giant humans who move like proverbial "greased lightning" and perform dizzying diplays, representing the height of athleticism.

Kurt on March 13th, 2025

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